Sure does suck to know that the person you love and want to be with doesn’t even want you. But they’re so selfish and don’t want you with anyone else. It sucks loving someone so much and getting nothing in return. I’m starting to question whether or not it’s seriously worth it…I don’t want to let go, but I don’t want to stay sad and upset all the time. Why do things have to be so complicated and unfair. I hate you so much for doing this to me but I love you so much that I let you, and that’s my fault. I ruined everything, if I could go back and fix things I would. But why can’t we look past all of that if you truly love me and care about me? Guess its not enough, nothing was ever enough for you.
The little things you do, to show that you care, will go a long way.
Trust me.
I just want someone who I can tell everything to and is able to be trusted with anything. I don’t want it to lead to anything else besides being a best friend. Someone who won’t gain feelings for me, but still cares about me.
Usually, I would apologize (even if it’s not my fault) and annoy you until you forgive me, but I just gave up because I don’t want to be the only person that always try to make things work.
